a cry for help • d.h
silencedteen
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silencedteen
Complete, First published Mar 15, 2017
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You were just walking to the park, not unusual for an seventeen year old to be doing.
Suddenly you saw a tall man running along, he looked fairly familiar as he was wearing all black and had a hazelnut hair.
He was running in your direction, looking behind you then.
You locked eyes for a moment as he got closer.
You knew those brown eyes, this was Danisnotonfire.
Dan Howell, your childhood and teenage inspiration.
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