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Walking on the Red Carpet (OHSHC)

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Parts 11
Time 1h 54m

XxAnonymous_ChickxX

club high hikaru hitachiin host ouran school

Everyone thinks they know me. They see my actions, not my motivations. I am pretty sure all my fans don't know crap about me: my biological parents, my mental stability, my fear, and my dream.

They only see my clothes and see "how better am I off than them". Better. Richer. Prettier. Beauty. That's all they see.

I am afraid, just like the rest of them. I feel pain, just like the rest of them. I have been traumatized, just like the rest of them. I dream and feel the pain of longing, just like the rest of them. Money and fame and power doesn't change that. Neither does being a model.

I want to sing, not be sold off for my body like some whore. A camera whore. That's what models are. I don't want to dance around some camera and green screen, changing and acting every time the camera flashes. I don't want to be just walking on the red carpet for being pretty. 

I want to pour my despair, my fear, and my agony onto words to reach out to every one around me, showing them that I hurt, I cry, I break like every one else. I don't want to be a mere mannequin. I want to express, dance, love, hate, not be a model.

But— there's no such thing as "I want" in the entertainment. There is only my boss wants and my fans want. So, until I breach out from the chains of my blood, then I will hide my true self behind fabrics and smile that fake smile I'm known for in front of the camera... Just like I always do.All Rights Reserved

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Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

The Unexpected Marriage {SEQUAL TO THE PRINCESSES OF OURAN} {COMPLETED} by caramelchocolate3

The girls and the guys are in college now. They had come back from their specific places. One day, the guys and the girls got called in by their parents. The news? They're in an arranged marriage. The girls are angry, but the guys are furious. What they don't know? They're engaged to each other. Two opposites that found love in high school, Two CEOs of their own company, Two sets of twins that HAD feelings for each other, Two Lolitas who are martial arts masters, and two emotionless people who felt a spark. They fell in love once, but will they do it again? Or does fate have another path? The Hostess Club and Host Club is now back in business in Ouran Academy College. Will they get along? Or will the engagement be cut off? Find out. In Ouran Princesses - The Engagment. I DO NOT OWN OURAN HIGHSCHOOL HOST CLUB! ((Oh and by the way, Layla is doing just fine because she don't need no man because don't have no parents. I know. Sad ;-;))

The Sadistic Pair (Karma x Reader) - Discontinued by TheMonsterofReading

in the class you were put in after the discovery of you having the same powers of class E's sensei (not tentacles) _backstory_ you were born but then...the family was attacked. this happened 3 years I a row with family members dying in progress of protecting you..because of your 'supernatural' body you've been caught once at 10 and tortured by the experiments.... they tried to turn you into a super soldier, minimising your mercy for people as much as possible.. every encounter with you they've had, they filmed. using those moments to make you insane you managed to get a split personality disorder of 3 people....4 if you include insanity...which has been what you've been showing for a while... the different attitudes have helped you in situations you've been awkward in and so while you yourself is inside feeling depressed, the other selves have to show up to take up your place. otherwise you'd be like an empty canister Your hair changes colour due to emotions. some emotions are the same colours (sorry if your eye colour is one of the eye colours your eyes change into your original eye colour. you can just change it if you want to same with your hair colour.) the blue hoodie and bandana your boyfriend used to wear you kept and wore you used it as a disguise to get away from the guys that have been chasing you your whole life. your voice changed so it sounded like a guy's and to be honest, everyone you met In that disguise believed you...including the enemy your family was rich and you had a lot of money, yet you all chose to live a simple life. you still did that after they all died. what you and your family did for a job you continued... until you saw a strange yellow thing in the sky... following the direction of the octopus thing you managed to catch up using some of your power...he went to china for tea? he then flew you back to what he said will be your new class from now on. E-Class *I don't

Siren's Call by Kheinnox

have you ever wondered whats the view beyond the lenses? although im singing my heart out to someone who could save me from myself, i find it rather disheartening. i could only see the admiration, the thrill in the eyes of those who heard me. i could only see the leers, the jealousy and the pretentious facade of the people around me due to what i have. that one thing that i could only hope for may never be in existence. how did i ever make it this far when everyone around me only has been driven by what i rake due to hard work and talent? how did i ever survive knowing that im alone in this bubble all my life? my parents barely recognize my existence except during payday. my sister rode on to the fame i accumulated through the years ive been slaving away for and became a hot sensation over night without much of a hassle. can i let myself be miserable through the smiles i gave everyday since i was 16 in front of countless cameras around me? no, they wont allow it. im very much an actor in this aspect and although only a glimmer, im proud of it. i endured. until when? .... (full preview in the first published page) -------->>>>> 2nd gen 2nd story of the blessed moon series this story could very well stand on its own but if you want in-depth understanding of the characters, please read the first gen first. first gen 1. blessed moon 2. saved love 3. warm thirst 4. silenced 2nd gen 1. freak 2. siren's call thanks so much for reading. your votes and comments are very much appreciated. thanks google so much for the images and some other stuff i put into this story. robbers rot in the grave love lots, kheinnox ☺️😘🏳️‍🌈🐺❤️😺🎉☀️❤️🌻🌈

My fault// Koyoa x reader by THEQUEENCOOKIE

You go to Ouran High school, you are the new kid. Your looks were beautiful, but you didn't talk nor show a lot of emotion. Whenever someone tried to talk to you, you will walk away. But to everyone's surprise, one day you went to the famous host club that was in their school. -- Btw, this started out as a oneshot, soooo yea. The summary sucks, I know (☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞

You think I will bow?! NEVER! (Omega Deku)(Villain Rehab) by Chimera_Regarion

I adamantly rejected the notion of my weakness! Despite the prevailing belief that an omega is meant to be sheltered, who was I to seek protection? That was simply not my style! Absolutely not! I vehemently oppose such an idea. It simply contradicts my very essence and being. I am not feeble, diminutive, or an innocent omega in need of safeguarding!!!!! On the contrary, I embody something far more dangerous and wild. I am a hunter, a predator, and possess an indomitable will! Face me, fear me and don't get in my way! They may have thought that I would never succeed... but here I stand! Leading a group of villains. Ha! No hero would dare peg me as an omega! Not when I face alphas without flinching! Indeed, I could easily vanquish them if I so desired! No one! I repeat, NO ONE, can ensnare me unless I permit it... though they are certainly welcome to try. This is the tale of how I defied misconceptions and turned them on their heads. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. This is the Izuku version of my other story "Fear Nothing! Stay Strong! Be Yourself! (Villain Rehab) (Omegaverse)". Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

.:Hosts are Crazy!:. OHSHC X Reader by DrowninChild

Hey, This is a request from @Ekatrice19 She wanted Ouran Highschool Host Club! So, you are a new girl at school. Your story is like Haruhi's: Commoner with a Scholarship. Incidents happen and now you are the first (known) girl host. They have you to attract more customers. Enjoy and goodbye! Edit Nov. 11 2020: i wrote this in middle school and im embarrassed but i refuse to delete her

Insecure; J.JK ✔️ by ultrakook

Dear Diary, Have you ever felt like the whole world is caving in on you and there's nothing you can do to stop it? That's how I feel everyday. I constantly feel like i'm suffocating and I hate it. I don't want to feel this way anymore, I can't handle it. I want to be able to walk out of my door and not care about how others may be looking at me or what they're thinking when I walk down the street. I want to be able to embrace my unique traits but I just can't seem to look past societies beauty guidelines. I'm being ruled by magazines cutouts and models that wouldn't even look at me twice in the streets. I can't talk to people about this because they just wouldn't understand what i'm going through and would tell me that it's just a phase and that it'll be over. I can't remember phases lasting this long though and it scares me. I don't want to be like this forever. Yours sincerely, Insecurity In which a girl is insecure of her body, hating the way she looks. Started: 17/03/19 Finished: 22/04/19 © envisagetae 2019

Euphoria (Bnha x reader) by tothemoon002

Y/n= your name Y/l=your last name H/l=your hair length h/c=your hair color e/c= your eye color s/c= your skin color "It's like your not even human" From first glance/first impression Y/n just looks like your average teenager girl but is that really true? ___________________________________________ y/n is not human. she is another being from another world that came to earth.(this will be explained more in the story.) Because or this, y/n and some of her friends that are also not human have to keep this a secret and go undercover as humans. They go to a secret hero school because even though y/n and her friends are not human they still want to be hero's. What will happen when the famous UA class 1-A will be visiting y/n's secret school for a little awhile (this is my first story I am posting so I am a little nervous but I hope you like it >-< ) Started: June 6 2020 Ended:(still on) -I do not own my hero academia I just own this story. All rights go to Horikoshi and the other people that helped make my hero academia. I also did not make the cover of this story or any other pictures that I will put in the story. They go to the artists that made them(๑･̑◡･̑๑)

Cruel Fairy Tale - Book 6: I Won't Cry by senpaichaeki

And now , I'm close to reality. Close enough to crush them one by one. They will not know that I am the only person behind all of their sufferings. I want them to get confused. I want them to look at me as an innocent man, who does not know anything about what they do, or what they we're planning to do. I want them to be clueless about what I'm doing , about what I am thinking. But I guarantee to those people,if someday they will know about me, about what I am doing ; I won't cry and I will never stop crushing them until they become ash in my eyes. For them I will have no mercy. I will remove their mask for everyone will see the truth in them.

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Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] cover

The Unexpected Marriage {SEQUAL TO THE PRINCESSES OF OURAN} {COMPLETED} cover

The Sadistic Pair (Karma x Reader) - Discontinued cover

Siren's Call cover

My fault// Koyoa x reader cover

You think I will bow?! NEVER! (Omega Deku)(Villain Rehab) cover

.:Hosts are Crazy!:. OHSHC X Reader cover

Insecure; J.JK ✔️ cover

Euphoria (Bnha x reader) cover

Cruel Fairy Tale - Book 6: I Won't Cry cover

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2]

READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE) Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell