This is a story about a girl in her twenties and how she finds love. And how hard it is to get though self harm and eating disorders. So it's a light trigger warning. It can also be an inspiriting piece as well. Depending on how you who read it see it. I'm a big Matt and Josh lover so i just HAD to write something with them in, So here it is, I hope people enjoy it. Also all the songs i refer to is real songs. So if you wan't to know what group or what song just throw away a message. Credits to the artists.