The Pain in Wanting You

Falling in love was so beautiful to me. I tried avoiding the pain and running past from what the truth beheld for me. God, it was so magnificent to intensely feel the way I felt. Looking at him, touching him, feeling him was what brought me to the edge of glory. I fell in deep and utter distraught love for this guy. He was everything to me. But it wasn't meant to be. Never meant for me. Because we were happy, but not meant to stay happy. I loved him, and now I was to learn to live without him.