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A wonderful kind of misery

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Alexandra had always been alone. 
But Ophelia hadn't always been in the dark. 

Alexandra Clarke had been dealing with mental health issues and had been characterised as outcast. Constant moving and a torn apart family made her insecure and introverted when she had a bright personality. 

Ophelia wanted the world and she could have it. All that before a health condition took her eyesight. Not being able to see made it hard for her to trust people and but didn't stop her from wanting to live. 

Alexandra wants to die, Ophelia wants to prove the world that disabilities don't define people. When these two polar opposite characters meet under unlikely situations, a strong relationship will be formed and others will be tested. Secrets will be revealed and both of them will discover things about  themselves and the world that they didn't know untill then.

~WARNING: This novel includes graphic content such as self harm, rape and mental health issues some people may find disturbing/triggering. If you do, I would suggest you not to read it. ~All Rights Reserved

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