Lux Mea
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Ongoing, First published Mar 17, 2017
Mature
He was my light. The only one who know me. The real me I keep hiden from everyone else. Now I've broken the one promise I ever made.  
  
    Violet Grey has been living on the run with her addict mother and younger sister for 12 years. Her mother stole her from her father and ran from  home 25 and a half years ago. 12 years into their run her mother has another child among the drugs and abuse. Violet now spends her days keeping Ivy safe from their mothers habits. She has ben bitting her time till she can get Ivy out. 

  They move to a new town hoping to make this one better then the last. This is where she meets him Andy the only thing she can never truly have. He is her light. Her everything. They spend years together never apart. Always and forever the tourniquet to their messed up lives. Ever depend on each other. But what happens when she falls in love with the man behind the mask that is Andy. What will she do when its all over and he is no longer her forever and always? Will she make it?

  But she has more to deal with then losing him. Her day to day life changes when they take her, The black suits. An unknow organization that uses her, abuses her, and changes her forever. What will she do when everything that she thought was normal gets turned upside down .  What will she do when she finds out she is merely the first of many more to come? Will she give up or will she keep fighting to keep Ivy safe and get her life back to normal.
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