What if? Is a question that gets asked a lot. What if I was fast enough? What if I was stronger? What If, what if that's the only question we ever ask ourselves when confronted with bad news. This is the very same question I ask myself everyday when I look at my phone and see her name is still in my contacts. This is the story of the day I found out a friend of mine killed herself and what I could have done differently to help her.All Rights Reserved