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The List

CookiesandCream01

Reads 326
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Parts 14
Time 1h 59m

Reads 326
Votes 35
Parts 14
Time 1h 59m

CookiesandCream01

Mature

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"His hands were all over me, his clammy grasps everywhere. The stench of his overpowering aftershave was almost unbearable. I tried to move away but the hands only seized me tighter. I couldn't breathe. This was wrong. So very wrong. I opened my mouth to scream..."
 Rachel cannot get away from her past. For the past four years, she has tried to forget and her pain and betrayal has never left her- her recurrent nightmares were proof of that. But keeping her terrible secret has taken its toll- is it possible that someone else is suffering as a result of her cowardice? Will she be able to stop it in time? Will she ever be able to love and trust? And most importantly, will she be able to save herself?
All she has is a list, an aching heart and desperation for freedom.All Rights Reserved

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