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CookiesandCream01

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Reads 304
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Parts 14
Time 1h 59m

CookiesandCream01

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"His hands were all over me, his clammy grasps everywhere. The stench of his overpowering aftershave was almost unbearable. I tried to move away but the hands only seized me tighter. I couldn't breathe. This was wrong. So very wrong. I opened my mouth to scream..."
 Rachel cannot get away from her past. For the past four years, she has tried to forget and her pain and betrayal has never left her- her recurrent nightmares were proof of that. But keeping her terrible secret has taken its toll- is it possible that someone else is suffering as a result of her cowardice? Will she be able to stop it in time? Will she ever be able to love and trust? And most importantly, will she be able to save herself?
All she has is a list, an aching heart and desperation for freedom.All Rights Reserved

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When Death takes notice by Amrose

Games can be fun, but some games end rather badly. What happens when a young girl plays a game that catches the attention of someone that's not only bad, but deadly? Because once you kiss death... well... lets's just say that a killer doesn't kiss and tell... <3 This is a sample of my book. The book can now be found on Amazon, both as a paperback and as a digital book. It was free for five days in March 2020 to thank the wonderful readers here on Wattpad that supported me while I wrote the book. Thanks again for the support, it meant a lot. <3 NB! Warning some people might find this twisted love story disturbing. Stockholm syndrome* will be comming into play. The published version of the book is mature. The book starts off somewhat light, but it does get darker chapter by chapter. It is not recommended for a younger audience, nor for those who might take offense with strong language, sex scenes, non consensual acts, violence etc. Happy reading :D *Stockholm syndrome is a condition that causes hostages to develop a psychological alliance with their captors as a survival strategy during captivity. These feelings, resulting from a bond formed between captor and captives during intimate time spent together, are generally considered irrational in light of the danger or risk endured by the victims. Generally speaking, Stockholm syndrome consists of "strong emotional ties that develop between two persons where one person intermittently harasses, beats, threatens, abuses, or intimidates the other.

The unreachable mountain by Growened

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.

My Somewhat Forbidden Love by givemelove1626

"I'm not the dating type. I don't want you falling for me if I can't catch you." He said to me with sad glistening eyes. I ached for him. I needed him. I know he loves me but his past won't let him open this door. Only my heat of innocence can melt away his pain... "I'm not asking you to catch me.. I just want you to let me in.. Let me love you-" and with that I was pushed to the wall and a passionate kiss was upon my lips. How can something so sinful feel so heavenly...? Nathan and Madison met a year ago on an online game. Of course it wasn't taken seriously but as time passed by, they both felt a connection on a whole new level. Having yet to meet in real life, there's still lots of undiscovered secrets. With an age gap, distance, and fear of their family's disapproval, their love was surly put to the test. Will they get through it?

My Luna by KahnaKahn

"Get out." A voice suddenly boomed coming down the stairs, Rachel. What is she doing here? I thought Hunter had banished her. "Rachel." I whispered as soon as she was now face to face with me. "Babe." That voice. That deep alluring voice I had miss so much. I couldn't help but smile when I saw him walking down the stairs. He was walking towards us and once he reached me, I was going to throw my arms around him that is until he threw his arms around Rachel giving her a lingering kiss on her lips which only made my lips burned. My jaw droped and Rachel's lips smirked glaring at me. What the fuck is going on? "Hunter!" I yelled. Pulling him away from Rachel, Hunter glared at me with cold emotionless eyes. I didn't or couldn't see an ounce of sympathy towards his mate. "TY." He spoke my name coldly, "What are you doing here?" Is this some sort of joke. He asks me what I'm doing here? I thought since we never seen each other for a month he would be glad to see me, instead I find him lip locking with another she-wolf. "What the hell is this?" I growled. "What is what?" He asked confused. "Don't play stupid Hunter, this. You are kissing Rachel in front of me, your mate." Hunter chuckled, "My mate? You must be mistaken but Rachel is my mate."

Fate by DiamondKulture

She broke his heart. She left him when he needed her the most. She was the most precious thing he'd ever had but to her he was just someone she passed time with. He swore off love and waited until the day she'd be at his mercy, then he'd make her pay for leaving him. She didn't want to leave him but she had no choice. He was her life Without him, she saw no happy ending. She made a choice that will forever haunt her but it was to save him. She prayed they never cross paths again, but fate will have it differently. Four years later and she has to answer to him as her boss. Four years later he meets the woman who mercilessly broke his heart. She's no longer the bubbly young girl he once knew. And he's no longer the sweet Angel she once loved. She was broken and He was a monster.

I Felt Used by LatinaNCali

"SO I WAS ONLY A BET TO YOU!" She yelled at me. "Look I'm sorry but at first it was, but then when we kiss it just change everything. I couldn't stop thinking about you after you left, then I was hurt and mad because you wouldn't give me your phone number," I was holding her hand looking at her apologetic. "You're such a dick and then you went and fuck one of those girls. I can't believe this I just knew you were mistake. I knew I shouldn't have fuck with you........you're too young and you act stupid. You know what I'm so done with you............UGH I feel so stupid," she walks away angrily.

Sealed and Silenced (Watty Awards 2012) by Crazzypurplegirl

My name has been forgotten, tossed away like a piece of trash. I do not talk. I do not look anyone in the eyes. My hands shake from my past and I barley sleep at night. I always hear the grunts and the groans of the men that abuse me. I see the insanity in their eyes. They see the fear in mine. I had a chance to escape. I took it but it landed me back in the same position. It seems like I will never escape.

A Bad Boy's Worst Nightmare (Book 1) by shadowed_descent

She didn't reply and I felt her finger move across my skin, lower, and almost all the way down my lower back. A shiver coursed through my body, strangely pleasant, and I felt her finger stop. "Your tattoos are beautiful," she said softly. Too close. She was too close. My pulse was hammering and I could feel her cool breath against my skin when she spoke, and my body was warm from having felt her. I couldn't reply. My breathing was light and shaken. I wanted to just turn around and pull her against me, or rather put her against a wall, so I could kiss her and feel her more properly against me. If she touched me again, I wasn't sure that I could keep myself from doing just that. "I'm going to take a shower," I said suddenly in an attempt to escape. She didn't stop me, so I took that opportunity to walk away. When I reached the bathroom, I took a deep breath to steady myself as well as my pulse. Closing the door behind me, I ran a hand through my hair. She truly was a nightmare. A bad boy's worst nightmare was a girl that made him want to be a good one.

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When Death takes notice

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