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Parts 14
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CookiesandCream01

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"His hands were all over me, his clammy grasps everywhere. The stench of his overpowering aftershave was almost unbearable. I tried to move away but the hands only seized me tighter. I couldn't breathe. This was wrong. So very wrong. I opened my mouth to scream..."
 Rachel cannot get away from her past. For the past four years, she has tried to forget and her pain and betrayal has never left her- her recurrent nightmares were proof of that. But keeping her terrible secret has taken its toll- is it possible that someone else is suffering as a result of her cowardice? Will she be able to stop it in time? Will she ever be able to love and trust? And most importantly, will she be able to save herself?
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Taken Captive by reyatutt

I wrote this when I was 16 give me a break. TAKEN SERIES: BOOK ONE TW: kidnapping, manipulation, toxic/abusive relationship, violence, death, grief, self-harm, suicidal thoughts/attempts, sexual assault, non-consensual sexual content, alcoholism, stockholm syndrome, switching partners, etc. Do not read this story if you get triggered easily. If you decide to continue, that's your own choice. This story will portray a BDSM relationship, NOT counting the toxicity and genuine abuse that goes on throughout it. Do not comment anything unnecessarily judgmental, especially if you don't know what you're talking about. Thank you, enjoy. - - - - - "Don't ever do something like that again, or I will kill you, understood? "Yes, sir." - - - - - After being continuously hurt, left alone, heart broken and losing the one thing that kept her going, Nia Seymour turns to a new job that will show her how to let loose, live her life and make her happy again. The last thing she expected was to be Taken Captive by someone who would turn her life into chaos, make her addicted to the pain and hold her heart in his hands, breaking it and putting it back together over and over again until she's had enough. • • • The second he lays his eyes on her, Callum Rivera's world is turned upside down and he's made his mind up. She's his. He feeds off of the tears she cries, loves the pain all over her face when he hurts her over and over again, whether it's purposefully or not. As time passes and feelings evolve, soon enough the tears falling out of her eyes no longer give him pleasure, only pain and all he wants is for her to be happy, as long as she's with him. • • • The universe is sending challenge after challenge to these two individuals who want nothing but each other. Will they get past these secrets, lies, toxicity and pain? Or will one of them give up? - - - - -

Sealed and Silenced (Watty Awards 2012) by Crazzypurplegirl

My name has been forgotten, tossed away like a piece of trash. I do not talk. I do not look anyone in the eyes. My hands shake from my past and I barley sleep at night. I always hear the grunts and the groans of the men that abuse me. I see the insanity in their eyes. They see the fear in mine. I had a chance to escape. I took it but it landed me back in the same position. It seems like I will never escape.

A Bad Boy's Worst Nightmare (Book 1) by shadowed_descent

She didn't reply and I felt her finger move across my skin, lower, and almost all the way down my lower back. A shiver coursed through my body, strangely pleasant, and I felt her finger stop. "Your tattoos are beautiful," she said softly. Too close. She was too close. My pulse was hammering and I could feel her cool breath against my skin when she spoke, and my body was warm from having felt her. I couldn't reply. My breathing was light and shaken. I wanted to just turn around and pull her against me, or rather put her against a wall, so I could kiss her and feel her more properly against me. If she touched me again, I wasn't sure that I could keep myself from doing just that. "I'm going to take a shower," I said suddenly in an attempt to escape. She didn't stop me, so I took that opportunity to walk away. When I reached the bathroom, I took a deep breath to steady myself as well as my pulse. Closing the door behind me, I ran a hand through my hair. She truly was a nightmare. A bad boy's worst nightmare was a girl that made him want to be a good one.

Forever too late by Thesnitchwrites

Rica thought she had left the pain behind. After losing her girlfriend, Shanry, in a tragic accident, she vowed to start a fresh, far from the haunting memories of her past. But when she meets Whitney a girl with a striking resemblance and a familiar spark Rica's world unravels. Whitney isn't just a lookalike. She is Shanry, alive and unapologetic. Faking her death wasn't just betrayal it was the start of secrets Rica never imagined. Love turns into fury as Rica uncovers the lies Shanry built her life on. Caught in a whirlwind of heartbreak, betrayal, and simmering anger, Rica draws the attention of two new admirers: Sebastian, the charming boy with blue eyes, and Rosa, a fearless, magnetic girl who sees Rica's pain and wants to heal it. But Whitney isn't ready to let Rica go and Rica isn't ready to forgive. Torn between a love that once defined her and the chance to rewrite her story, Rica must decide: can she let go of the past, or will revenge consume her future? Dark, passionate, and electrifying, "Forever Too Late" is a story about love's power to destroy and rebuild. Will Rica's heart be her salvation or her downfall?

I Felt Used by LatinaNCali

"SO I WAS ONLY A BET TO YOU!" She yelled at me. "Look I'm sorry but at first it was, but then when we kiss it just change everything. I couldn't stop thinking about you after you left, then I was hurt and mad because you wouldn't give me your phone number," I was holding her hand looking at her apologetic. "You're such a dick and then you went and fuck one of those girls. I can't believe this I just knew you were mistake. I knew I shouldn't have fuck with you........you're too young and you act stupid. You know what I'm so done with you............UGH I feel so stupid," she walks away angrily.

When The Heart Sings by CrystalScherer

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The Light within Darkness by ShovelyJoe

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My Luna by KahnaKahn

"Get out." A voice suddenly boomed coming down the stairs, Rachel. What is she doing here? I thought Hunter had banished her. "Rachel." I whispered as soon as she was now face to face with me. "Babe." That voice. That deep alluring voice I had miss so much. I couldn't help but smile when I saw him walking down the stairs. He was walking towards us and once he reached me, I was going to throw my arms around him that is until he threw his arms around Rachel giving her a lingering kiss on her lips which only made my lips burned. My jaw droped and Rachel's lips smirked glaring at me. What the fuck is going on? "Hunter!" I yelled. Pulling him away from Rachel, Hunter glared at me with cold emotionless eyes. I didn't or couldn't see an ounce of sympathy towards his mate. "TY." He spoke my name coldly, "What are you doing here?" Is this some sort of joke. He asks me what I'm doing here? I thought since we never seen each other for a month he would be glad to see me, instead I find him lip locking with another she-wolf. "What the hell is this?" I growled. "What is what?" He asked confused. "Don't play stupid Hunter, this. You are kissing Rachel in front of me, your mate." Hunter chuckled, "My mate? You must be mistaken but Rachel is my mate."

Passion's Pitfalls by Shay__x

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