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Walker1990

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Walker1990

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~Joshler~
    Don't listen to what I'm saying. It's all a lie. They force me to lie. And I would rather lie than leave. Just so I can stay here..with him.All Rights Reserved

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Undefined (Book #1 Joshler) by Blurry__heathen

I've been here for a while, in this same building. Most of my time spent in my room, alone. Everyday I repeat the same routine. The same boring qualities, just different days. I've come to love these qualities as boring as they are. I don't like change, I don't deal with it well. (*TRIGGER WARNING*)

leave me lonely | joshler by drearypulses

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"Why in the world do you have a babysitter? You're a teenager." "I have zero idea but my mother is paying you to watch me do my homework so you might as well just deal with it." ©nicosniners

absolutely wonderful [joshler] by spaceandvinyls

"i'd rather be broken with josh by my side than be perfectly normal without him on my last day alive." where tyler has cancer, and josh has the heart to love him. © september 2016

Numbers and scars | | Joshler ]√[ by _Prove_Me_Wrong_

He's sick. His mind's shattered, his eye's tired, his stomach an empty well...he's slowly killing himself...But he can't help but give into him and his words... Trigger warning: Mentions of self harm, suicidal behavior, and eating disorders. Please Know your limits and stay safe.

Don't forget about me. // Joshler by itsstillalice

"Would you ever forget me?" "No why would I? You're my best friend," *** If you really meant it, why wasn't you by my side when I needed it?

[COMPLETED] The world would be better if I stayed in the same room I was born in. [self harm & depression] started: march 20 2017 ended: april 21 2017 um so i wrote this when i was in 7th grade so it sucks. 2017

tyler is done. he's hurt, broken, and needs someone to help. // josh regrets his decisions, but he doesn't think there was a better way. // trigger warning for self-harm and suicidal thoughts, so be careful!

You and Josh have been close friends for a few years and are willing to do almost anything for each other. When Josh asks you to come to Ohio with him and pretend to be his girlfriend in order to avoid being caught in a lie with his family, your relationship is going to be put under a pressure unlike any other. Will you be able to keep the lie up? Or will things come crashing down around you?

i do not own this, all credits the the owner. if you're easily triggered, please don't read this. if you're not, hope you enjoy reading this!

Undefined (Book #1 Joshler)

I've been here for a while, in this same building. Most of my time spent in my room, alone. Everyday I repeat the same routine. The same boring qualities, just different days. I've come to love these qualities as boring as they are. I don't like change, I don't deal with it well. (TRIGGER WARNING)

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