arms // {phan}
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  • Reads 892,994
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 4h 8m
Complete, First published Dec 02, 2013
Summary: 
Dan draws, Phil doesn't. 
Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. 
Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. 
Phil's reckless, Dan's not. 
This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story.  Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length.

Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read.

Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you.

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"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?