You may know what makes me felt when i fall in love.... Love is not last forever.... Considered about being bad... Bad is very cruelest, ruthless, and have no mercy.... Somehow, that is what gangs felt like....than the normal..that have Love .....who give them chances. Do you think love is in my vocabulary?... I don't think so..... this is not like tragic fairy tales.... that they live happily ever after.... in the end. that's not even real. My life has nothing. Because they don't give me damn reason why I like this and try ... to love again....to a girl I've been love and protect....but now she.. is gone....we are not meant for each other... nor fate nor be together. So I'm scared losing someone I love....I will never fall in love again... because........... .....I'M A GANGSTER......