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Last published Sun, Dec 8, 2013
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la douleur exquise (n.); French
the heart - wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable, wanting someone you cannot have
“To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves. Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back … then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else. What’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?”
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