Shattered
SoFarFromPerfection
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SoFarFromPerfection
Sedang dalam proses, Awal publikasi Mar 20, 2017
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loveromanceshatter
I hate myself. I wish I could be someone else. My life is a mess, I'm a freak at my school with no friends and no future, all because of one guy. One guy who could have changed it and stopped it all... 

he doesn't make matters easier. 
He is perfect in every way, his face, his grades, his abilities... he is the definition of perfection. 
All the girls love him. 

And then there's me. 
Isolated
Alone
Broken

Nothing can mend me... except for him, who turns darkness into light
Who turns bad days into the best
Who turns rain into sunshine 
And I think I... like him. 

Like. Not love. I can't love, it's impossible. He will own me. He will destroy me. 

No. He already has. 

He is the center of my world

And I am a broken vase held together by scotch tape.
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the suicide mind

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"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"

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