Holding Back
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Last published Sun, Jul 4, 2021
"Me too." His footsteps seemed to get louder with every step of his exit.
"I'm over you," i repeated now staring into the darkness. "but the thing is, i still stay up late to talk to you. i still see the galaxy in your eyes, and blinding lights when you smile. i crave the look you use to give me. i still love the way you smile when you're embarrassed, and God do i miss your kisses straining my skin. i'm over you, but maybe ive somehow learned to lie more than you ever did"
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