The Virgin's Code (TEMPORARILY NOT UPDATING)

You are trying to live your normal life. You are trying to live after you were broken after everything, after everything you've been through. As I am trying to forget about everything, here's one trouble na napasukan ko. Trouble na hindi ko na yata kayang lumabas pa. Does this trouble leads me to despair? O patutunayan nito na may pag-asa pa rin sa kabila ng naranasan ko?