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В процессе, впервые опубликовано мар. 21, 2017
A year ago I had a poetry book called, "The Monsters Inside". It started to get pretty popular, but I took it down because I was very self conscious of my writing. I've decided to put it back up because I'm trying to be a more confident person. Some poems in the story were deleted forever, but some I still have. This book will be very personal and I won't censor my feeling or events I went through. I hope you enjoy.

- Shelby
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