Please Understand
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  • Reads 222
  • Votes 7
  • Parts 42
  • Time 5h 37m
Ongoing, First published Mar 22, 2017
Mature
The Diary of Amelia Jackson.

Turning the page took all of my strength, and once I did, I just wanted to turn in the diary to the detectives.

Write hard and clear about what hurts? Well, when did the hurt begin? In order to understand what I've done, we may have to start at the beginning. I apologize for your journey through my devastatingly depressing past.

I hope you've found my diary by mistake. Long after the Jackson name has been extinguished, the out of control wildfire put out of its long running misery. If you can still remember who I am, then put this diary in the path of someone else, or burn it. 

Do not read any further. I know you can not handle the contents on these pages.
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