A Girl Named Ever May
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"Axel, stop." I say as I pull away.
"But I thought you liked me?" He says.
"I do, but it's not like you like me." I say.
"I like you, Ever. I always have." He says.
"You do?" I ask.
He nods. "And you trust me, don't you?"
I hesitate, but then I nod.
"Ok, then you have nothing to worry about, I'll take perfect care of you." He whispers.
He goes to unbutton my pants but I stop him.
"Axel, I'm not ready." I say.
"Dammit Ever." He says angry. "I didn't want to do this, but I'm going to have to."
He cover my mouth with his hand and I try to get him off, but I can't.
His hand ventures to the part of my body I haven't yet learned about and I'm still getting to know.
"You're so tight." He whispers.
Tears rise in my eyes and start to pool out, but he doesn't stop. No matter how many times I ask.
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Ever May is one of the happiest people you will ever meet. She's always smiling, never in a sour mood and always finds some was to lift yours. But she has a big secret, one she's kept to herself and never told. One that has ruined the way she thinks of herself.
It's been 8 years since it happened to her, and she's finally starting to cope with what happened.
Or so she thought.
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•Warning• This book will contain mature language that young readers may not want to read. There will be sexual scenes but they won't be extremely detailed. And lastly this is a book based around a girl who got raped, so if that is something you don't wish to read then don't. Thank you.
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#73 in Teen Fiction 12/18/17
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