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It's all mine one second, but gone the next. In less than a blink of an eye...My eye.....
My once little thinking spot at the tip top of the hills with the beautiful view of all LA, can no longer be mine. The park I used to hang out at, with a few of my buddies...it can no longer mine, and it's all because of her. Her...what's her name again? Ugh, she drives me crazy, I can't get her out of my mind. Why...she's just so-WOW, words can't even explain how I feel about her. She's knows she's got that thing, that makes the boys all swing, she's got me hanging like a puppet from a sting. For her ever move. She's got everything a guy like me wants, but she said it herself, that she doesn't want someone like me she explained to me That I was a wannabe, a fuck boy... I mean, yes I've made mistakes in my life but I'm one to respect woman over all. Women are like art works. Why can't she understand that? Has she heard of what I've done? Has the rumors made its way around the school already? I'm not ready to leave yet, I can't do it all over again. It's like the 5th time this year. I-i-I-I can't! I wish I were a Normal teen again. My past is fuckinh with me, whenever life gets good, it gets bad. I just need....