Dear Dad
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''You have a choice. Live or die. Every
breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To
be or not to be.'' - Chuck Palahniuk.
I have been abandoned, stranded in what feels like my own hell.
My father abruptly committed suicide, leaving me completely alone. I'm fourteen years old and he's gone forever.
I am unwanted by everybody else; I have nobody. I loved my dad
and I knew he loved me, so I just need to ask one last question.
Why?
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