eccedentesiast
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eccedentesiast
noun
1. one who fakes a smile or represses pain by stifling a smile.
❝ "I'm fine," he said. He wasn't ❞
in which teenaged boy attempts suicide as a result of constant homophobia.
© 2018 by Ted Taylor
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