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Writings of a messed up mind

YouMeanEverything

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YouMeanEverything

20 alcohol cut drugs horror mess messed messedup messedupmind mind pain selfharm selfhelp selfinjury true truestory truth twenty up young

My mind is a maze of hurt, pain, messed up ramblings. 

A 20 year old, seen more pain and horrors that no 20 year should of had to seen or experience. From being dragged to a drug house as a child, to facing deaths of loved ones that she thought she'd never say goodbye to. 

From overcoming self harm to eating disorders. 


Based on a true story


I'd thought I'd write and get the words out of my head, perhaps it will help, perhaps it will help someone else. Either way I'm willing to give it a shot





Please don't copywrite.All Rights Reserved

20 alcohol cut drugs horror mess messed messedup messedupmind mind pain selfharm selfhelp selfinjury true truestory truth twenty up young

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