Help... (One Direction Fan-fic)

Hello my name is Katherine (Katerina) Maria Petrov. My best friend is Zayn Malik, member of One Direction. I am a suicidal person and I need help. Zayn, Niall, Louis, Liam, and Harry come to visit but when they leave can I take this pain? my Ex bff Em giving me all this crap and me falling for one of the boys... Can I handle it?

-KATHERINE'S NEW NAME IS ELSA IN CHAPTER 2

SOME NICKNAMES THAT WILL APPEAR OTHER NICKNAMES WILL BE RECORDED AT THE END OF EACH CHAPTER WITH THE NICKNAMES ALREAY LISTED AND BEGINING NICKNAMES THAT WILL APPEAR:

Zay~Zay-Zay~Z = Zayn
Haz~Curls~Hazzey= Harry
Irish~Blondie~Ni= Niall
Lou~Britain~Cray-Craz= Louis
Li~Lele~Lem= Liam

Kit~Kitts~Kitty~Katerina~Kat~Babe= Katherine (Me)