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Alam kong di dapat kita ginugusto pero bakit ganun? Tila ang dali kong nahulog sayo. Hinihiling ko na sana ako'y iyong saluhin ngunit pano mo iyon magagawa kung may hawak ka ng iba. Gusto kong kumapit sayo ngunit pano ako kakapit kung alam kung iba ang iyong hawak at tila mas gugustohin mo pang mahulog kasama sya kesa sa akin, ano pang karapatan kung kumapit kung tila wala naman pag-asa? Susuko na ba ako o aasa na baka bitawan mo sya at ako ang hawakan mo at sabay tayong mahuhulog, gusto ko sanang isigaw na "heto pa rin ako maghihintay na hawakan mo at umaasang saluhin mo, kakapit at kakapit hangga't kaya pa." Ngunit sa pag silay ko sa iyong mga mata may kirot sa dibdib aking nadarama alam ko na ang iyong kasagutan, sige na mahal ko ako ang magpaparaya bibitawan na kita alam kung masakit mahulog ng walang sasalo ngunit mas masakit kumapit na tila onti-onti kang nasusugatan at lalong lalaki kung ipagpapatuloy ko pa ito, pipiliin ko ng mahulog ng walang sasalo at pipilitin bumangon kahit alam kung masakit ito.
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