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Suicidal Secrets

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Reads 202
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Parts 2
Time 6m

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I don't think anyone will like this story.. but If anyone does then I'll be sure to make more chapters c: 

Suicidal Secrets

This is a story about a girl named Raven, She is going through hell and at war with herself. She is forced to be something she isn't and will never be. If she doesn't do as told her Dad will beat her and make her more miserable. She has a sister named Britney and a brother named Ryan. Her sister is a cheerleader and a slut. Her brother is a football player and a douche. She is depressed and very suicidal, she hates herself. She is going to kill herself one day.. but then she meets a girl, who is really nice and wants to be her friend. Her name is Whisper, shes really silly, shes also got 4 other friends who are like her.

WARNING!!!! If you are a homophobic person then get out of here!!

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~How It All Began~ [HIAB Book1]

In a world full of people with unnatural powers, its a battle with the demons inside her head. With 12 failed suicide attempts, Devine begins to wonder why she can't go through with it, she wonders what is holding her back, and she finds her answer when she meets the lonely and mysterious, Alexander. He saves Devine from a tragic event, and she soon finds herself falling in love with her tall, mysterious savior. But he pushes her away for reasons untold. It'll be up to Devine to step up and melt Alexander's frozen heart. ((I wrote this book in 7th grade, it's pretty bad. I have a rewritten version I'm working on of y'all wanna check that out.))