It Taste BITTER but SWEET...
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  • Reads 1,954
  • Votes 79
  • Parts 20
  • Time 44m
Complete, First published Dec 05, 2013
It's been 5 years since my wedding with Andrew but after our honeymoon he disappeared and left a letter to me. After Andrew left me I attempted suicide but it didnt work because Daryl always save me and also because I was pregnant. I grew in an orphanage and study hard to achieve that dream...all I ever want was Love...that's all but why can't anybody give it to me and to my son?
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