Description Sometimes , the thoughts come creeping up into Jinhwan's mind when he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and was curled up beside the other boy , drinking the way the pale moonlight reflected on his long eyelashes, how he wished they were "normal" or that the world wouldn't have been so fucked up . Warning : self-harm , mentions of suicide , homophobia , internalized homophobia A story from aff under the same username @annhea27 . Do check it out there and subscribe to it also . Thanks !