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Philophobia

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Reads 31,932
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Parts 24
Time 1h 29m

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Philophobia: fear of falling in love. 

"What are you afraid of?" Aaron questions. 

"What do you mean?" 

"The closest you have gotten to anyone on this team is as family. Nothing else. What are you scared of?" Hotch questions again. 

"Love. I'm scared of falling in love. I can't tell you why Hotch," I say. 

"Then let me tell you something. When Hayley died we were going through some things. You were there for me and Jack. I'm scared of loving someone because I don't know if I'll loose them like did Hayley. You've showed me what it's like to fall in love again," Aaron explains. 

"I can't. I promised myself I wouldn't. Not with what happened last time."

"Whatever happened won't happen again. I can promise you that," Aaron says taking my hand. 

"Aaron Hotchner. Are you saying you love me?" I smirk. 

"Did I make it obvious?" 

I stand up and give Aaron a hug. I place a kiss on his cheek and walk out of his office.All Rights Reserved

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