To Love Him
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Ongoing, First published Dec 05, 2013
Alexis and Harry have been together for five months, so what happens when she finds him cheating? Will she be able to forgive him or give up on love altogether? Throw in a tragedy, fighting words, and dance and thus we have the story of a challenging love.



"He l-loves me? Harry loves me.." I mumbled in disbelief as my hands began to shake uncontrollably.

"I really do think you should give him another chance Lex," said Jane interrupting my thoughts.

"No! He fucked another girl Janie. Do you know how humiliating that was for me to sit there and watch him make out with her?! Do you have any idea how it feels to watch the man you love be with someone else? No? I didn't think so. That image is burned into my brain and it physically hurts me to think about it. Something like that scars you for life, it breaks your heart. I'll never be able to get the image of him holding her out of my head," I said out of breath and crying.

"Did you even hear what you just said hun?" Jane asked softly as she walked towards me and wiped away a tear. "You just referred to Harry as the man you love."
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