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Conflicted and...

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ChloeTigerHoran

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Enter Kayah, surrounded by thoughts in the seemingly ever present silence, she suffers with social anxiety and a distrust of people - or perhaps a lack of. She's trusted people that ended up leaving her on her own, but still continues to rely on people despite believing they are only temporary.

Her conflicted family background encompasses her thoughts, but she's made herself determined not to speak about it. No one likes baggage after all, and it only leads to more explaining when she'd rather not speak at all.

And then there's him. Ayrton: attractive, kind and supportive. He's everything Kayah has dreamed of. Except, Kayah has a fear or contempt evolving around men. Put simply, she feels she was made without any intention of associating with them, or at least she felt that was what the world wanted for her...

But how can you cope when you feel life planned for you to be far away from decent male figures? What do you do when you were hurt before anyone could do anything to you?All Rights Reserved

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Fried Hair/ Bang Chan (Stray Kids FanFiction)✅ by J-kNightshade

This is my fanfic version: "Out of everything in this world, why on earth did soulmates have to be cursed with this hair changing bullshit?!" You vented out to the camera before you, it's flashing red lights showing you that you were live sreaming and recording. "Why couldn't we get the cool shit in the fanfics like being able to write on our arms and it show up on the other's skin. Or what about having an actual string connects us. But nooo, I have to be stuck with this damn push and pull guessing game of what's my next hair color gonna be?! Like seriously, what kinda fucked up shit is this?!"

Cinders [Completed] by AHobbitPun

I'm standing in the gateway to the larger ballroom, almost too far away for my weak eyes to see the three figures that glide onto the stage. The King and Queen walk side by side until they come to their thrones, the Prince walking about five feet behind and moving towards the smaller throne to the King's left. The King and Queen sit down on their thrones in unison. The Prince doesn't. Even I can see the way his shoulders are bristling, a sort of confused wonder dawning on his face. And I would swear he is looking directly at me. //// Lee Collins wants to help her sister, Lucy. She has a vision of a future away from their dad, where Lucy could be healthy and they would have some chance of happiness. When Lee's only friend helps her sneak into the royal ball on the minuscule chance that an attending doctor would be willing to help, Lee ends up fleeing the party early, chased by none other than her mate. Lee finds herself locked in from all sides, desperate to escape the suffocating implications of a mate but frantic to fight for a future for her sister that she still believes possible. Working in the Royal Palace to save escape money is a terrible idea when you have a controlling father, but it's an even worse idea when the mate that you're avoiding is the Prince. //Marked Mature just in case for violence. general trigger warning. Some chapters may be triggering for abuse and anxiety//

Perfectly Mismatched by I-love-Books2004

Anmol Malhotra God looking - Check Arrogant-check EGO- Major Check ANGER- CHECK Violent - check Smart-Check Genius - Check Narcissistic - Check sports - check Girls - ohh dude check A streamer - check Famous for his gaming skill This is his personality. Wait wait wait .....Anmol is now handicap . Did that he changed him? NO . Infact he is 100x more of these now. More self centered more ego more anger. What will happen now ? Girls used to hang on his each arm because he was popular and only for sex , no relationship but now due to his condition .i.e he is differently abled now , he has girls only as friends for popularity. He thought he would never geta girl friend , not that he was asking for one . He never wanted any emotional relation with anyone . never shared his feelings for anyone . Everything changed . One Summer . Computer Course at Jaipur , India . Things started changing for him. I would like to keep , Heroine of this story SURPRISE. I will tell her name though , Vinny

Poetic Sensibility by AshumiShah

A round table. 5 poets. 1 teacher. May the muses be ever in your favour. Samay hates any kind of disruption in his life. He hates being curious about things because then he loses all common sense and has to sate his curiosity. But he can't stop himself from being curious about Romi, the girl who conducts the weekly poetry sessions which Samay (forcibly) participates in. She's intelligent, yes. She knows how poetry works, sure. But she is so guarded, and that, Samay can't tolerate. Kiara is painfully shy. Bullied often as a kid, she grows up keeping her thoughts and ideas to herself, and occasionally pouring them in a sketch book or a notebook. Creativity takes over and she realises she writes poetry quite well. However, when her cousin Sarah, invites her to join a poetry group that meets weekly, Kiara must decide whether she really wants to put herself out there, in the open. Rishi is easy going and uncomplicated. He enjoys a good poem thanks to his best friend, Kabir. Kabir harbours a massive crush on Sarah so when she invites him to weekly poetry gatherings, Kabir decides to drag Rishi in. Rishi meets Kiara, the shy girl. He has made it a rule to avoid all kinds of dramas and complications, yet he feels compelled to solve the complex puzzle that is Kiara. What unites all these very different, very colourful people? Poetry, of course. The magic of words and verses draws in Kabir (a lawyer and volunteer with a heart of gold), Sarah (the girl with spunk), Samay (Mr. Grouch), Rishi, Kiara, and of course, the person who leads them to the wonderful world of poetry - Romi. Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/poeticsensibility #Wattys2015

The Rockstar and the Poet by the_lost_dreamer

Ana Smith is the quiet poetic girl who gets bullied a lot especially by Haley Jordan, The popular girl. But her depression isn't just from bullying. Her mom left her 8 years ago because her father would be abusive her mother. Now Ana's father is abusing her. Jackson Wilder is the popular Rockstar who gets in trouble a lot. Jackson's mother died 5 years ago and now his father is starting to date a new girl but Jackson knows that the whole reason why the women is dating his father is because of there money. Jackson needs help finishing a few songs he has been writing and he seeks Ana's help. They start meeting at the library Everyday so she may help him with the songs. They end up falling in love but Haley tells her if she dates him then she will tell everyone at school a huge secret she has. Will they be together? *Warning* this book does contain curse words like f*ck, sh*t, damn and abusive names. also this book is more mature readers only please. Thank you!

Fate Will Find Us •Completed• by rosysaturn

***I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13 AND ITS REALLY TERRIBLE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*** Rose Lewis is a normal girl brought up with an upper class family. Rose plays the violin, but not for her pleasing. That's what she has to live with day by day. Then this new boy is in her History class at school, Liam Anderson, and he catches her eye. He ignores everyone and only talks when necessary. But when they become partnered up with each other for an essay on Women's Rights, Liam sees the real Rose come out. Not the violin playing, polite and quiet Rose, but the side she has to keep from her family. When they become close, closer than friends, Rose's Dad won't let her see Liam because of his family's reputation. Will fate bring them together?

A King's Broken Fury by CosmicLycanfury

Tro's a seemingly cold hearted 18 year old male who's rebellious in nature and is viewed highly by most others of his kind, the lycan fury, who live a far off distance from humans and have this miraculous ability to turn from dragons to humans at will, but are forbidden to make contact with humans for an unknown reason, due to his royal blood status among their society but actually views himself very lowly because of many traumatic events that have taken place in his life as a child. He also surprisingly doesn't want to be put on this pedestal and wants freedom. What holds him back However, is his fear of freedom itself. As he's never had it. What is like? It it good?.. bad? Who knows.

$The King With Blood On His Name {COMPLETED} by Cyb3r_G$

After a bad war, the kingdom of riverflood was trying hard to scramble to their feet. When their king Apollo had a flower parasite that injected from his right eye, the kingdom worried if their king is dying. For as the flower didn't bother him, and it is fairly friendly, it only bothered is eye sight. Still the kingdom was scared that one day the flower would end up killing him in the end. With him being the only Arkan left, what would become of the Arkan throne? Without him being married and of no son to take over his spot, what would bece of the little kingdom? To only add to their troubles, word had been going around that a prisoner of war had gotten lose. No matter what, she couldn't get away. She was captured again and brought to the Kings heed. Instead of killing her outright, he bought her life and turned her into a maid. She gets along great with all the other workers. Well almost all of them. Because she wasn't from their kingdom, most avoided talking to her. While she loved staying at the castle, she didn't like one part. Her feelings. While staying at the castle, she began to fall for the cold yet charming king Apollo. What will happen when she finds out that one night between the two, could end up changing their life's forever? Guess you're going to have to read to find out! Finished: march 29, 2017 Edit finished:

Besties Never Lie ♥ by Xx_TheRainbowGirl_xX

"I..." "Stop it!" he shouts, stopping me in mid sentence "I hate you." "B-But why? Why do you hate me?" "Oh! You know the reason." "If I would've, then I would've never bothered you." "Stop! Stop acting so naive and shit!" "I..." "I hate you! And that's it!" he turns and starts walking away. "We used to be best friends!" I was on the verge of tears. "Absolutely! We USED to be!" he says over his shoulder and dissappears from my sight. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ She rises up forgetting her painful past, that has finally stopped haunting her. She's cannot wish for anything but peace. She tries to forget her bestie Kayden and moves on. She tries to forget her parents and move on. She tries to forget her true self and move one. And when she thought that she was finally free for her miserable past, her past was thrown back at her face. She finally meets the person who she never knew would guide her to the path of truth behind her bestie Kayden. Matthew Brown, captured inside the cage of his and Elizabeth's past, struggles to get himself and also someone dear to him free. He cannot decide if his black hair and blue eyes are a blessing or curse. He wished to never meet Elizabeth again after that day. But fate... No. But circumstances force him to meet her and do something he will surely regret. He knows everything about her, she wasn't even aware of his presence, until now. He knows her secret, she doesn't knows his. He knows what she wants, she has no clue of him. She wants to get close to him, he wants to get far away. She loves him. He loves her. But he doesn't want to.... Can Elizabeth discover the truth behind Matthew's mask? Because....no matter what happens, no matter how hard it is, "Besties Never Lie" to each other. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ Highest ranking #143 in teen fiction... Cover by @the_lovable_dork

His Little Play Thing by HanMarie66

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Fried Hair/ Bang Chan (Stray Kids FanFiction)✅

This is my fanfic version: "Out of everything in this world, why on earth did soulmates have to be cursed with this hair changing bullshit?!" You vented out to the camera before you, it's flashing red lights showing you that you were live sreaming and recording. "Why couldn't we get the cool shit in the fanfics like being able to write on our arms and it show up on the other's skin. Or what about having an actual string connects us. But nooo, I have to be stuck with this damn push and pull guessing game of what's my next hair color gonna be?! Like seriously, what kinda fucked up shit is this?!"