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Conflicted and...

ChloeTigerHoran

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Reads 348
Votes 27
Parts 46
Time 1h 11m

ChloeTigerHoran

anxiety conflicted fiction issues poetic poetry romance sixthform social wattys2018 wattys2019

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Enter Kayah, surrounded by thoughts in the seemingly ever present silence, she suffers with social anxiety and a distrust of people - or perhaps a lack of. She's trusted people that ended up leaving her on her own, but still continues to rely on people despite believing they are only temporary.

Her conflicted family background encompasses her thoughts, but she's made herself determined not to speak about it. No one likes baggage after all, and it only leads to more explaining when she'd rather not speak at all.

And then there's him. Ayrton: attractive, kind and supportive. He's everything Kayah has dreamed of. Except, Kayah has a fear or contempt evolving around men. Put simply, she feels she was made without any intention of associating with them, or at least she felt that was what the world wanted for her...

But how can you cope when you feel life planned for you to be far away from decent male figures? What do you do when you were hurt before anyone could do anything to you?All Rights Reserved

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"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

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This is my fanfic version: "Out of everything in this world, why on earth did soulmates have to be cursed with this hair changing bullshit?!" You vented out to the camera before you, it's flashing red lights showing you that you were live sreaming and recording. "Why couldn't we get the cool shit in the fanfics like being able to write on our arms and it show up on the other's skin. Or what about having an actual string connects us. But nooo, I have to be stuck with this damn push and pull guessing game of what's my next hair color gonna be?! Like seriously, what kinda fucked up shit is this?!"

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Fate Will Find Us •Completed• by rosysaturn

***I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13 AND ITS REALLY TERRIBLE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*** Rose Lewis is a normal girl brought up with an upper class family. Rose plays the violin, but not for her pleasing. That's what she has to live with day by day. Then this new boy is in her History class at school, Liam Anderson, and he catches her eye. He ignores everyone and only talks when necessary. But when they become partnered up with each other for an essay on Women's Rights, Liam sees the real Rose come out. Not the violin playing, polite and quiet Rose, but the side she has to keep from her family. When they become close, closer than friends, Rose's Dad won't let her see Liam because of his family's reputation. Will fate bring them together?

Always anxious (karlnap) by ruebee911

Started: August 8th 2022 Finished: October 10th 2022 Finished with editing and epilogue: February 21st 2023 Cover art by me A karlnap fictional fanfiction based around SapNap's anxiety (I don't think any of this is actually happening in his real life it's just a story.) I'm doing this because 1. There are not enough fanfiction stories about anxiety 2. I want to make one where Karl is taking care of SapNap instead of the other way around (because usually Karl is the one who gets all the attention from the other and I want it to be SapNap this time) Achievements: It goes month/day/year 200 reads: 09/08/22 1.35k reads: 10/20/22 21 in karlnap: 10/20/22 1.73k reads?! 10/24/22 2.19k reads?! 11/04/22 3.04k reads?! Thank you so much! 11/26/22 4.1k reads?! Thank you sm!! 01/16/23 5.07k reads!? Thank you so so much! 02/22/23 6k reads!? That's a crazy number 04/07/23 7.64k reads!! Thank you so so so much 06/25/23 8.29k reads!? That's insane thank you so so much! 08/22/23

$The King With Blood On His Name {COMPLETED} by Cyb3r_G$

After a bad war, the kingdom of riverflood was trying hard to scramble to their feet. When their king Apollo had a flower parasite that injected from his right eye, the kingdom worried if their king is dying. For as the flower didn't bother him, and it is fairly friendly, it only bothered is eye sight. Still the kingdom was scared that one day the flower would end up killing him in the end. With him being the only Arkan left, what would become of the Arkan throne? Without him being married and of no son to take over his spot, what would bece of the little kingdom? To only add to their troubles, word had been going around that a prisoner of war had gotten lose. No matter what, she couldn't get away. She was captured again and brought to the Kings heed. Instead of killing her outright, he bought her life and turned her into a maid. She gets along great with all the other workers. Well almost all of them. Because she wasn't from their kingdom, most avoided talking to her. While she loved staying at the castle, she didn't like one part. Her feelings. While staying at the castle, she began to fall for the cold yet charming king Apollo. What will happen when she finds out that one night between the two, could end up changing their life's forever? Guess you're going to have to read to find out! Finished: march 29, 2017 Edit finished:

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𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐻𝑦𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑎 | 𝐁.𝐄.

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