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Conflicted and...

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Reads 348
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Parts 46
Time 1h 11m

ChloeTigerHoran

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Enter Kayah, surrounded by thoughts in the seemingly ever present silence, she suffers with social anxiety and a distrust of people - or perhaps a lack of. She's trusted people that ended up leaving her on her own, but still continues to rely on people despite believing they are only temporary.

Her conflicted family background encompasses her thoughts, but she's made herself determined not to speak about it. No one likes baggage after all, and it only leads to more explaining when she'd rather not speak at all.

And then there's him. Ayrton: attractive, kind and supportive. He's everything Kayah has dreamed of. Except, Kayah has a fear or contempt evolving around men. Put simply, she feels she was made without any intention of associating with them, or at least she felt that was what the world wanted for her...

But how can you cope when you feel life planned for you to be far away from decent male figures? What do you do when you were hurt before anyone could do anything to you?All Rights Reserved

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$The King With Blood On His Name {COMPLETED} by Cyb3r_G$

After a bad war, the kingdom of riverflood was trying hard to scramble to their feet. When their king Apollo had a flower parasite that injected from his right eye, the kingdom worried if their king is dying. For as the flower didn't bother him, and it is fairly friendly, it only bothered is eye sight. Still the kingdom was scared that one day the flower would end up killing him in the end. With him being the only Arkan left, what would become of the Arkan throne? Without him being married and of no son to take over his spot, what would bece of the little kingdom? To only add to their troubles, word had been going around that a prisoner of war had gotten lose. No matter what, she couldn't get away. She was captured again and brought to the Kings heed. Instead of killing her outright, he bought her life and turned her into a maid. She gets along great with all the other workers. Well almost all of them. Because she wasn't from their kingdom, most avoided talking to her. While she loved staying at the castle, she didn't like one part. Her feelings. While staying at the castle, she began to fall for the cold yet charming king Apollo. What will happen when she finds out that one night between the two, could end up changing their life's forever? Guess you're going to have to read to find out! Finished: march 29, 2017 Edit finished:

Better Kept Secret by kitten4644

Elowyn "Winnie" Smith met Ben when she was 4 years old. They've been best friends since they were 6. After her dad died when she was 13, he was the only person she wanted to talk to. He should know everything about her, shouldn't he? But he doesn't, and Elowyn is slowly drowning in the weight of her secrets. He doesn't know about the creepy guy who won't leave her alone or how bad her home life and her mother have gotten. And he definitely doesn't know that she's slowly falling in love with him. But he would never want her, he's captain of the soccer team and could have any girl he wants. She's the girl he sees as a sister, he's even known her since before she went to speech therapy for her stutter. So why can't she shake this feeling, even though she knows it's so wrong? ✦ ─ ˗ˋ ୨୧ ˊ˗ ─ ✦ He draws me back in, our lips connecting again and I feel like I'm melting. Like I can't think at all. Like there's no such thing as any of my problems. There's no depressed mom, there's no jealousy, there's no secrets. There's only his calloused hand rubbing my cheek and his hair beneath my fingers. I'm hot and I'm cold and I'm melting. I'm gone, disappearing into the sand beneath us. ✦ ─ ˗ˋ ୨୧ ˊ˗ ─ ✦ Tropes: friends to lovers, childhood friends, golden boy, shy girl x popular boy, only one bed, secret crush Triggers: mental illness, depression, sa

The Rockstar and the Poet by the_lost_dreamer

Ana Smith is the quiet poetic girl who gets bullied a lot especially by Haley Jordan, The popular girl. But her depression isn't just from bullying. Her mom left her 8 years ago because her father would be abusive her mother. Now Ana's father is abusing her. Jackson Wilder is the popular Rockstar who gets in trouble a lot. Jackson's mother died 5 years ago and now his father is starting to date a new girl but Jackson knows that the whole reason why the women is dating his father is because of there money. Jackson needs help finishing a few songs he has been writing and he seeks Ana's help. They start meeting at the library Everyday so she may help him with the songs. They end up falling in love but Haley tells her if she dates him then she will tell everyone at school a huge secret she has. Will they be together? *Warning* this book does contain curse words like f*ck, sh*t, damn and abusive names. also this book is more mature readers only please. Thank you!

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Perfectly Mismatched by I-love-Books2004

Anmol Malhotra God looking - Check Arrogant-check EGO- Major Check ANGER- CHECK Violent - check Smart-Check Genius - Check Narcissistic - Check sports - check Girls - ohh dude check A streamer - check Famous for his gaming skill This is his personality. Wait wait wait .....Anmol is now handicap . Did that he changed him? NO . Infact he is 100x more of these now. More self centered more ego more anger. What will happen now ? Girls used to hang on his each arm because he was popular and only for sex , no relationship but now due to his condition .i.e he is differently abled now , he has girls only as friends for popularity. He thought he would never geta girl friend , not that he was asking for one . He never wanted any emotional relation with anyone . never shared his feelings for anyone . Everything changed . One Summer . Computer Course at Jaipur , India . Things started changing for him. I would like to keep , Heroine of this story SURPRISE. I will tell her name though , Vinny

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