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Conflicted and...

ChloeTigerHoran

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Reads 442
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Parts 46
Time 1h 11m

ChloeTigerHoran

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Enter Kayah, surrounded by thoughts in the seemingly ever present silence, she suffers with social anxiety and a distrust of people - or perhaps a lack of. She's trusted people that ended up leaving her on her own, but still continues to rely on people despite believing they are only temporary.

Her conflicted family background encompasses her thoughts, but she's made herself determined not to speak about it. No one likes baggage after all, and it only leads to more explaining when she'd rather not speak at all.

And then there's him. Ayrton: attractive, kind and supportive. He's everything Kayah has dreamed of. Except, Kayah has a fear or contempt evolving around men. Put simply, she feels she was made without any intention of associating with them, or at least she felt that was what the world wanted for her...

But how can you cope when you feel life planned for you to be far away from decent male figures? What do you do when you were hurt before anyone could do anything to you?All Rights Reserved

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