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Do you ever feel like you're breaking down, out of place like somehow you just don't belong. And nobody cares about you, they can't even understand the pain inside you. Do you ever wanted to be alone because you're when everyone is around you. Do you ever wanted to scream? And have you ever think about that you wish you could die for one day and see who is really cares for you? If yes this maybe a good story for you.All Rights Reserved

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