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Why? (Lashton Hemwin)

BloodedSnowFlake

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Reads 12,635
Votes 408
Parts 27
Time 1h 40m

BloodedSnowFlake

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"Luke. When I went upstairs to check on you earlier I saw red lines on your wrists. Is there something you need to tell me?" Ash says in his father-y voice. 

At those words I instantly freeze and freak out. Omg! I'm such an idiot! How could I forget to wear my bracelets!? 

Ashton wipes away tears I didn't know had escaped my eyes. 

"It's ok Luke. Just tell me."

....................................

Or when Luke is depressed, suicidal, schizophrenic and anorexic and likes Ashton but doesn't want to tell him.

Or when Ashton loves Luke but some complications get in the way and secrets are told.

...................................

DETAILS:
•Side pairings: Malum 
•Top!Ash
•Daddy!Ash
•Bottom!Luke
•Cross dresser!Luke
•Kitten/Princess!Luke

TRIGGERS: 
•anorexia 
•bulimia 
•self harm 
•suicide attempts 

OTHERS: 
•mature content 
•strong languageAll Rights Reserved

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