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Beautiful? Pft. As If

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Reads 2,375
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Parts 20
Time 2h 10m

Emos_love_cakes

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Dear Diary, 
Mickey Mouse here, today is my last year of highschool, I'm finally a senior. Maybe mom would stop forcing me to dress like a girl after all this is done- see my youngest sister died and well mom was obsesses with wanting a daughter so for rest of my time through highschool being a girl...was actually not a problem, the problem is my group of friends and my boyfriend, Oswald. Why can't things just be beautiful...



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