Half A Heart

The sequel to Being in One Direction is out!!!!! I kept having these dreams about him. I still feel that he was still alive but that could never be. He was dead and we buried him. Everyday i keep going to his grave just to sit there and feel his presence but somehow there was something inside me saying that he wasn't there. He wasn't going to be there. The precious golden hearted boy. The one I've grown to love. A love more than just a brother. a love more than just a friend. i loved him but it was too late for me to realize that. i loved him and I didn't even get the chance to say it to him.