The sequel to Being in One Direction is out!!!!! I kept having these dreams about him. I still feel that he was still alive but that could never be. He was dead and we buried him. Everyday i keep going to his grave just to sit there and feel his presence but somehow there was something inside me saying that he wasn't there. He wasn't going to be there. The precious golden hearted boy. The one I've grown to love. A love more than just a brother. a love more than just a friend. i loved him but it was too late for me to realize that. i loved him and I didn't even get the chance to say it to him.
--NEW TRAILER INSIDE!--
My life was ruined. No one ever wanted me. Even my own mum hated me. When I was small I was afraid of my dad all the time, who came home drunk every night and hit my mum. When he got in jail, my mum became all different. She started to get drugs, made me work all day, and even hit me. It was terrible. No one loved me in this horrible world. I was exhausted. I didn't want to write that tweet about me wanting to commit suicide to Liam Payne, 1/5 of One Direction, the famous British-Irish boyband, I just felt like I had to tell someone. And it came out that it was the best thing I ever did in my life. He saved me. I never thought I would ever actually be loved, but he promised, that he's going to find me, whatever it matters... And he did travel the whole world just to find me... to find his Cinderella.