"It's over. I can't do it anymore. I don't love you , I never did. I was only using you. I can't believe that you actually fell for it all. I would never have done it if my friends didn't make a bet with me," he laughed. "Don't ever talk to me again," And with that he hung up.
I stayed frozen in position, the phone still held up to my ear. The pain slowly started to make it's way into my heart. Tears cascaded down my face. My grip on the phone tightened and with all the strength I hurled it against the wall.
Suddenly it hit me. It was all a game, a stupid bet! For the past five months, everything was a fucking lie. And he didn't even have the decency to break up with me and tell me the truth in person. The nerve of that asshole! God, I felt so stupid. Why did I have to fall for him? Of all the seven billion people on this planet it just had to be him.
I wasn't just hurt. I was extremely angry and disappointed but not just at him, at myself even more. Angry and disappointed that I let my guard down for him and with that I was left to suffer the consequences of my actions. Goddammit, I worked hard building up those walls around me. It took me years to achieve the confidence I had and now it all came crashing down. All because I was a naive, stupid little girl that believed that he actually cared about me. But when it came down to the truth, he never did.