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The Drugs Won't Help Book. 1

DontTrustACryBaby

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Reads 80,095
Votes 1,924
Parts 30
Time 3h 42m

DontTrustACryBaby

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The first time Sebastian tried to kill himself he was 15. Since then all he can think about is bringing his pain to an end, but at what cost. Will he succeed and bring a world of pain down on those who care? Or can they save him before it's too late?
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This story contains mentions and acts of self harm, suicide, sexual themes, rape, underage, and many other triggering and mature themes. Read at your own risk. Stay safe! :)
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I still need to go through and correct spelling and grammar errors so it's not 100% finished.
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Please consider giving this story a vote if you like it! Don't be afraid to leave comments, I really love feedback. The interaction I get from viewers really helps me edit and become better at my writing. It also inspires me to continue, so...if you want more give me motivation. :) Thank you!All Rights Reserved

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