Sonder

Sonder- ( the realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own)

It is hard...to control your demons. To drawn them. But how can you drawn them when they know how to swim.
Every second of every day they get stronger, and you...you stay the same.
How is that fair...this is life.
You keep on fighting.
You keep on shedding blood
until one day you, give up. Until one day you let your demons devour you.
And from that day on, you can't feel anything. You're numb. pain is the only thing you recognize, the only thing you can feel.
Being in pain reminds you that you are still alive.
It reminds you of how you wish to be dead.
**************************************************************
Rayne scarlet pretends.