What's Going On

(On hold) You know your first love? You feel like your heart is flying. Then when he breaks it you feel like someone shot it down, smashed it with a hammer, and leaves the broken pieces all for you. You have to live with all that through every other guy, feeling as if their gonna hurt you too. Never being able to trust them. You always feel as if you're over the guy but whenever you here his name your heart that is "fixed" by your boyfriend breaks again. Then the guy decides to come back into your life. What are you suppose to do? Let him break your heart again? Or is he gonna treat you well this time?