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Sometimes in lives, you feel that everyone is against you. You make wrong choices. You give the wrong people more worth than they deserve. You ignore what matters the most. You have no interest in continuing where you are and all you need is a fresh start. You just want to go some place where you know no-one and can start afresh. 

So here I am writing about a girl going through that phase, battling with her own demons, fighting with the world where her reputation is ruined, her friends have abandoned her, her love ignores her and more...

I read somewhere that-'It is not in spite of daunting circumstances that we grow but because of them'.

So here is a story where she fights, she learns and she grows(hopefully!)...

Why you should read this? Umm... because I would love to read what you have to say about this. I would love to hear from you if you are in some such condition. I would love to hear your problems and I would also appreciate your comments about her.

Thanks!All Rights Reserved

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