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A lifetime of Hurt

Lethal-M-Butterfly

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Reads 1,619
Votes 309
Parts 22
Time 50m

Lethal-M-Butterfly

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All the pain I've had to endure. I just want to write down what I remember. I will inevitably have flashbacks day by day of what happened in the past so the events stated may not be in chronological order but that's not the point. I finally want to let it out.

This is a story about relationships, betrayal, and above all, about how love can keep people strong. 





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