Will I Ever Be Happy?
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  • Reads 311
  • Votes 24
  • Parts 15
  • Time 2h 7m
Ongoing, First published Mar 29, 2017
Mature
Rose is 18 and a senior at Riverdale academy. Rose has been from hell and back. This causes Rose to become the heartless person she is. She doesn't trust a soul only her two best friends who know what's she's been through. 


For the seniors end of the year field trip her school decides to be the first to ride on a new model train that has everything you can think of on it. While she is on this train she starts to fall for a mysterious stranger faster than she should, but as things heat up between the two he does something very stupid to hurt her. She also begins to feel things for someone in her past who has recently just came back. 

Rose is stuck choosing between two guys one who has made one mistake that left her shattered and the other who made a few bad decisions in the past that completely broke her. They want her back and they make her feel more herself than ever, but she is tired of feeling so much pain and being weak. She's afraid of being hurt and abandoned.

As Rose tries to find out how to get her happiness without getting hurt, her past life from when she got taken comes back to haunt her. When trying to overcome these obstacles gaining  happiness becomes a distant wanting. She starts to think she will never be happy again.
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