Torn Up
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My name is Deidra Bresal. Most people see me as closed-off and reserved. Around most people, I'm usually reading, writing or drawing. Around my friends, I smile and laugh a lot more. And, to some extent, my family as well.
But no matter what anyone thinks, I'm not okay. It started when we moved away from home. I miss home. More than I'll ever admit.
Maybe writing everything down in this diary will clear my head.
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This is based heavily on my real life.
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