Trapped in my mind
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Ongoing11m
Last published Fri, Mar 31, 2017
100 is 1..
..200 is 2..
..300 is 3..
The same numbers ring round my mind..the same fuzzy screen rings those words..
Im trapped in this pale room..strapped to this same old chair...
My mind likes playing tricks on me..but why can i never escape them..
..its my mind after all but why cant I escape my own mind..
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