o k a y .

this time was different.
she felt something different.

this time, she knew it could be real.
this time she knew it could work.

this time she dreamt.
this time she cried.

this time she wanted to know how it felt.
this time, all she wanted was to be loved.

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But this time was the same
It felt exactly the same

This time still felt fake
This time she knew it would come crashing down

This time there were the same nightmares
This time she had no emotion

This time she couldn't stand the feelings
This time the only thing she wanted was to give up