Dear girl

Dear girl you know who you are and let me say the least. It didn't feel like a relationship it felt like a friendship you drug me around with all of your band friends who I wasn't comfortable around and you should have known that but it was fine for you to always storm off and leave me chilling on the wall looking "sketchy" because I was lonely and it's hard to stick with someone you know when they sit their and talk about "who the hottest guy in the school was" and other things like that I tried all I could I put my heart and soul into our relationship and what do I get back you may ask well nothing really I would always try to make plans and be the perfect boyfriends you always wanted but when it came down to being myself I was only ridiculed for it and called "cringy" but yet you show yourself and it's "you need to learn to accept my cringyness" well I learned and accepted disregard numerous times of embarrassment that was seen upon me in the relationship I laughed and smiled I truly loved you but you obviously didn't love me back i had friends as me questions like "you can do better","what do you even see in her?" And I stayed by your side and always stayed loyal so don't be trying to blame this relationship not working out on me it's your fault this time not mine when you f**ked up it was perfectly fine until I got mad for you f**king up then it turned on me like I am the bad guy and I would make the smallest mistake and it's a huge deal and you wouldn't talk to be for the whole day so before going rebellion and posting dumb shit know that your in the fault not me I truly cared for you but didn't shed a tear when we split actually I was happy never thought j would say bye