MA ONLY JBRDN

Well jbrdn is th nickname of ma forever lover, the person i truely loved nd still love , proudly, i didnt realize how much i love him till that one day when ...well maybe the day he recognize the fact im his friend little sis...so he left me, with no reason but a confusion nd lost not undrestanding the WHY*...which hurt more than knowing the truth to just maybe accept it...
i love him love ma jbrdn ma MMB..nd i cant think about any fucking thing else him, without mentioning he tried to push me away by sending this so called his new girlfriend...nd i got hurt..but....
theres somthing deep down his eyes i have to explain so that i can move on , without forgeting him..hes ma love..
cz i just cant stand his sad looks, if hes happy with his gfriend he have to show me, not looking at me with a sad look , nd make me even more hurt..not being able to be far or even close..stucking in the middle of nothing but sad looks.
ND*