TOO MUCH PAIN

"My God Katrina ang tagal tagal na nun!" Sabi ni Seb
"But the pain is still here!"Sabay turo ang aking puso .
"That was just one mistake Kat!"Usal n iya.
"Kahit isa ,dalawa,tatlo they're all the same Seb!...You still cheated on me !"Inis na usal ko.
"I was drunk !"Inis rin na tungo niya.
"Bullshit !Even if you're drunk you still know what you're doing !"Ano ?Palakasan ng boses ?! Urghh. Eto ang diko gusto mangyari .
"That's why i said i'm sorry immidiately.Right?"Nang gigilid na ang luha niya .Pero pinipigilan niya."Because No matter what i say i was wrong.Nagkamali ako ,nasaktan kita." Tuluyan nang bumuhos ang kanyang luha.Ako?Kanina pa ako umiiyak.Damn that tears.
"Nasaktan?kayong mga lalake?You think when you cheat ,you just hurt us ?You play around and you expect to just cry in the corner?*sob*We we will just sleep off the pain and then we're okay the next day ?That's what we want.I hope it's that easy .But it's not.*sob*Our brain never stop thinking of answers to our many questions.Bakit kaya nagawa yun ?*sob*Is there something wrong with me ?"Hindi ko akalain nag speech na ako sa harapan niya tsk. Bwisit na luha na to .
"No kat."Alertong sabi niya at tinignan niya ako .
"Pero bakit?!Whydid you cheated on me??*sob*"Naurong ang kanyang bibig.Pero ako pinag patuloy ko ang pag i sepech."You know how it's hard for me to trust,Seb.Yes,i trusted you *sob*.Because you promised .You promised that you will never hurt me.*sob*You promise seb.*sob*You killed me inside seb.*sob*.I-i couldn't eat.i couldn't move.I wouldn't talk.until one day i woke up my scholarship is gone .So we moved *sob*.Tita lany to the rescue Hanggang sa pumunta na ako sa abroad."napaupo ako sa sahig dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko .indi kinaya.
"I'm sorry " Sinampal ko agad siya .Kahit wala na akong lakas .

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