House Of Broken Hopes (Narry FanFiction)

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Niall P.O.V.

Philosophy of life has always been for me something that I didin't understand. As a small child, I imagined in the world without a , good strength, ponies and other junk. It was like an illusion, or perhaps it is necessary for children to paint a good world, only they would not understand reality. This world is a pile of junk. Undergraduates, scholarships, college education, all sorts of college lags behind the gray aura. Like two different lives.

One - as you NEED to live.
Next - simple life.

When I was fifteen, I wanted to just close the room and listening to the Beatles. Now, when I was already an adult, life seems unimportant. The reason is that the good strength went out, and I've turned into the monster people.. It all began with a desire to be famous and maybe a little different than the current teenagers. Singing was the gate to glory. And I unlocked them.Then, only the x-factor, small concerts, some songs in a small shopping center. Now - awards, management, red carpet, signatures, books, perfume, multimedia clips. Everything associated with you, and it doesn't look interesting. And I just now realized. I became this person. Although once hated arrogant people and stars.

I live because it is necessary, not for fun - this is the biggest my problem.

I grew up in, willingness weaker. He suppression laziness and hopelessness. I turns into the one who wants to do the work ends with your fingers. "Thank you," meaning of the word has been forgotten. I use gold, bronze long time pushed to the furthest corner of the memory.

However, this is not the worst thing. I can't find my human. Which wouldn't be rubbish bag. I want to get out of here. Out of the broken hopes house.

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I'm sorry for the mistakes :)