Tonya is a normal 13 year old girl untill one faithfull night that will change her life forever follow Tonya as she struggles thru family, boys, and school from age 13-18
"Why am I having these thoughts?"
"Why Do I have these lustful desires?"
"Why Can't I stop these thoughts?"
"Could I really be....?"
Follow 18 year Old Jason as he is now becoming of age and really opening his eyes to the world before him and the fact that he is gay. See him through his journey of lust, love, heartbreak and loss. Is Jason just living or is he actually existing in the world revolving around him?