~Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive~
Harry is sharing an apartment with Louis, and let's say things aren't going great. Louis' mood changes confuse Harry and the fact that he does nothing is not helping either. He doesn't do the washing up, he never makes his bed and he is very messy. But Harry doesn't find the strenght to move out, there's something keeping him there and he still needs to find out what that is.
So if you wanna know, Read this story! I love writing so I dont think I'll take long updating chapters, I hope.
I'll say this again, English is not my first language so if you find any mistakes please tell me, I try my best :)
Oh and I also don't know anything about photography, but remember, this is a fanfiction so I can make things up
5 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
5 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love"
Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him.
Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything.
"Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.